Forming on a Style

Recently my fashion style has been silenced. I gained a lot weight and just don’t quite feel as though I fit into what I like. It’s really sad. SO I am going to write on how a dressed a mere six months ago.

I like colors. I love bright, bold, beautiful colors. With my style I want to portray myself as energetic, friendly and joyful. I love skirts and ruffles and flowers. Not in the preppy- girlie way (which I am not insulting) but in a resort wear kind of way. I also like a lot of embroidery and linens that give my style an ethnic feel. At least this is my daytime look. I like to dress as if I could go for a stroll on a tropical beach.

At night, however, I like my *bling* *bling*, glitter sparkles all that. It could be a way to call attention to myself. I used to go clubbing a lot, since I was 14. My friends and I would always be in competition to get the most attention. While I don’t consciously do this anymore, I feel it might be an explanation to why I feel tempted to pour a can of glitter all over myself. I won’t do it but it seems appealing.

Day or night I used to love to show off my feminine figure. My clothing in the day was a little more flow-y than my skin-tight club dresses but I still played up my curves. This communicated the confidence I once possessed.

Even though I am no longer wearing the clothes that I once used to I think I still offer a glimpse of the fun loving, outgoing girl I think I am.

Intepreting Technologies

The DVR has changed my life! It is because of this that I watch TV. I hated watching any show because I would always miss episodes and get off track. So I would buy the DVD’s but as we all know that is very expensive. And times are tough so it was no longer an option. So when I got cable for the second time it came with the DVR. I now watch so many shows even ones that com on at the same time. It is amazing I feel like I run the television. I feel empowered when I can fast forward through the commercials or rewind the slap.

You can tell a lot about a person by the shows they have saved. I was watching a show on MTV called Room Raiders where people raid each others rooms for a potential date. On this particular episode the boy looked to see what the room’s owner had TiVo’d and he noticed she was watching shows about UFO’s he considered that a turn off because he assumed that she was into Science fiction and aliens, which was true. If you looked at my recordings there are a lot of reality shows mostly modeling type programs and glimpses into the good life (Kimora Lee Simons: life in the fab lane, The fabulous life of______, insane listings etc.). You will also find a lot of comedy films. I’m not exactly sure what that says about me but I’m sure someone could make a judgment.

When I read that we could speak of any place my mind went crazy. I have been to so many places that are just filled emotions and bring back vivid memories. I went through a list: the market place in Morocco, the palace in Granada, Club space in Miami, the amazing plaza in the art district in France, My father’s house in Fehmarn, Germany, the pink lake in Senegal – best “poulet yassa” ever, the place we stop and get Bachalaito near my aunt’s in Puerto Rico, so many places but one stood out to me Santa Maria beach just outside Havana, Cuba.

When I lived in Cuba we had a lot of restriction and we could only travel a radius of around 55 kilometer. Playa Santa Maria was as far as we could away from the city. It wasn’t exactly secluded; it was a in little town but during the 25 minute drive around 3 of them were just green, no buildings. All of the houses on the hill on the way down to the beach were relatively small and made out of concrete it was a known fact that some of the more privileged Cubans had little vacation homes down here somewhere exclusive and some were sort of a time share. The water was the most beautiful turquoise and the sand just the right shade of beige. This beach is not an enclosed area reserved for tourist or featured in a magazine, but everyone was there; the tourist, the privileged, the white, the black the mixed, the young and the old. There is a bit of leftover racism in many Hispanic Caribbean countries but when you’re at the beach it is almost nonexistent.

This beach is not comparable to the St Augustine beach. Santa Maria was a place to really enjoy your day. Families would cook delicious pork on the accessible bbq pits; there would be music everywhere from the boom boxes and cars and of course a lot of rum. It was a party of all ages, where people could laugh, dance and swim under the bright sun forgetting their family, work and political problems. No one could forget that we were in a socialist country however with the guards monitoring the beach and water. They were there for the general safety as well as to make sure no one was making a raft out of blow up mattresses.
This beach was welcoming and exiting sending the message of freedom. This was a s free as you could be in Havana.

Connecting with celebrities

So I have never been one of people who is obsessed with a celebrity or band or book series. I never had 7 posters of Backstreet Boys on my ceiling or the entire collection by Stephen King. I am finding this topic particularly difficult. When I think of celebrities I admire it is more of a wanting to be them as supposed to wanting to meet them. I will look at the girl from the Pussycat Dolls and think “oh I wish I had her body or Kim Kardashian – “I wish I had her life” or Britney
Spears – “I wish I had that much money”. None of those are going to happen in the near future but at least I can get taken off to dream land whenever I watch E!.

If I had to choose one celebrity that I have followed throughout the years it would have to be shakira. I enjoy her music and I have been to her concert. I also like that she is respectable, not always in the tabloids for not wearing underwear (gross) or something of the sort. Her dancing is admirable and inspiring she embraces her Arab roots and her Colombian upbringing. She also crossed over to English music to impress the American market.

Another reason I like Shakira is because I have seen her transform. She was one of the first musical artists I was exposed to. She was popular when I lived in Chile( 1st to 3rd grade). The first music video that I remember ever watching was hers. She had black hair was heavier and her music was either very Arab or social conscious ballads. I remember I could barley understand what she said but I always tried to sing along the words making up the ones I didn’t know.

She is one of the few connections I have had from country to country she was popular in all of them. I watched her go from chubby social fighter to bleach blonde sex bomb to organic beauty. . I have only been to three concerts in my life one of them was hers. Her music goes hand in hands with many of my memories.